As you know I talk to you every night. For a while I was asking you to give me some type of sign that you could hear me. I've heard of other angel mommies having received signs from their babies and I wanted the same to happen to me. After asking for a while nothing happened. So, I decided to change my tune. Instead of me being selfish, trying to make myself happy, I decided to ask what I really wanted to know. I said "ok baby, I just want to know that you are ok and happy. “That is all that I need". That night I had a dream that I was at a park and it was a beautiful, perfect day. I saw a little girl about 4 years old in a summer dress running, laughing and playing with other kids. Her brown hair was in a ponytail and she had big cheeks that embraced her smile. I called out your name Evangeline, and then I woke up. I believe that you came to me to show me that you are happy and safe. You looked like you were well taken care of and were having the best time. I am sure that your friends are other angels as well, with mommies here on earth longing for them.
I am very heart broken that I can't be with you and share happy moments. But I am grateful that you are happy and safe. Knowing that will have to be enough for me to keep going. I will take this pain that I feel so that you can live in peace and joy. I love you more than I even know. My heart is with you and transcends this world into yours.
Until we meet again my angel
Love,
Your mama
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