My Evangeline,
I received notice today stating that the design for your memorial is ready. My heart dropped. It's strange, although I know that you are in heaven the thought of your memorial really hurts. When I was at the designer's office I felt a huge blow to my heart when he said your name. The thought that I won't have you in my future has sunk in but the fact that I lost you still very much hurts. Part of me does not want to finish the memorial because it signifies finishing my chapter with you. But I have to honor you and give you the memorial that you deserve. I will never love another human being more than you. You are a precious part of me that cannot be replaced. I am honored to be your mom. I will hold on to the tender love you gave me and with God's help use it as fuel to keep going.
I love you,
your mama
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