Today is a hard day. It has been six months since I saw you last. I've been getting by pretty good but the pain does not go away. It's just a part of me now and today it surfaced. In my soul I know that you are alive in heaven and receiving the best love that we could ever hope for. But that does not take away the fact that I miss you and I wish that I could give you my love. My faith has strengthened because of you. You pointed me back to God. I know that there is no way that I could continue with my life, and find myself, without God by my side. Although he has given me a lot, I pray that he lets you know how much I love you and how much I miss you. I hope that through him you can feel it. So much has happened in these last six months and my life is completely different. I am headed in the right direction now. To say that I love you is a huge understatement. You have my heart.
Until we meet again my angel
Love,
Your mama
You are such an amazing mother and I'm certain that Evangeline knows you love her with all your heart. You're so strong and have done an amazing job of learning how to live with this pain! I admire your strength :)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Jenna. I really appreciate your words because they encourage me to keep going.
DeleteThank you for listening and making me laugh. You've been a great friend :)