Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Mother's Day without you

My Evangeline,

Mother's Day came and went without any real surprises. It was a yet another reminder that you are not with me anymore. It was an emotional day but there were good moments in it too. I was able to smile and laugh but I still had a heavy heart knowing that I don't get to see you. For me that day really wasn't about me, it was about you. So I celebrated knowing that you are in heaven with God, knowing that you are happy and safe. I wish that I could hold you and give you love but that wish is every day. I guess what I am saying is that Mother's Day was no different. I love you and I miss you every single day. But I am grateful that on that day I received the love and support that I really needed. That those closest to me recognized you and the loss we all feel. Sometimes remembering that I am not alone in this is all that I need.


Until we meet again my angel
Love always,
Your mama

2 comments:

  1. Dont worry Eva, I gave your mother a gift on your behalf and even made her dinner! We both love and missy ou very much xoxox-
    The best aunt in the world

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    1. You sure did my sister. Thank you so much
      You are not only the best Aunt but the best God mother too <3

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