This week has been a roller coaster. I have been trying to gain control of my emotions and not stress out. As I am growing in my faith words that I've heard before have a new meaning. Yesterday I was reading a book on how feelings can really impact your way of thinking. As a sat there on my porch I looked up to take in the view. I realized that the peace and comfort that I longed for was given to me. I am no longer in a chaotic environment. I don't think that I realized that before. I am free and that part of my life has passed. I have the freedom now to be my own person and not have to carry all of the weight. Knowing that God loves me enough to not only never leave my side, but also pull me out of a situation that was completely wrong. His love is overwhelming. I prayed for him to save me and he did. Not in the way that I thought he would but in the way he knew was best. This morning I started to think of how lucky I am to have him and know that this is not the end. This is just the beginning of my journey with him. I actually learned the true meaning of rejoicing in what he has done. I am saved through Christ and it doesn't stop there. He is guiding my life and like a father, he loving watches over me. The troubles in this life are temporary but his love is eternal. I am growing my angel and I'll never forget that you were the start of all of it. My blessing are more than I realize sometimes.
Love,
Your mama
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