There is a strong heaviness in my heart today. As our due date approaches it gets harder and heavier. I am trying to not let it get to me because I know I will break down. I am just trying to make it to the end of the work week. I continue to wish that this was not real and that you were still with me. Not having you can be unbearable at times. I pray that God continues to give me the comfort knowing that you are in heaven, healthy and thriving. I pray that God helps me find peace. I feel so alone and empty. Saying that this is the greatest challenge that I’ve faced is an understatement. I know that I am only standing because of the strength I receive from God and you.
Until we meet again my angel
Love,
Your mama
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