My Evangeline,
Yesterday I came to an amazing realization that I am incredibly grateful for. My caring nature for others has been returned to me. After I lost you I lost the ability to feel happiness for others. I never wished anything bad but I couldn't share in their happiness. It was really scary for me because no matter what terrible times I had been through, I never felt that way before. I felt dead inside with no joy at all. I was scared and honestly I think I scared my family too! I prayed to God for him to restore that ability in me. He answered my prayer. I genuinely feel happiness and share in the joy of others again. The relief that I feel is unexplainable. I also realized that since love comes from God, I will never lose that ability. He will keep showing me the way and restore whatever this life breaks. I wish that I could share this love with you. Hopefully in some way I am.
Love,
your mama
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